Posts

It all comes back to you

Well sung by Linkin Park, That it all comes back to me in the end, true after all the promises made, after all those times we've spent, none of it really matters, One day you'll have to face yourself, And It'll come and bite you like a shark, and you won't even know how to defend, 'Coz all the memories made, Under the wight of it all you'll be bent, because even diamond shatters, Through all those hardships you forged yourself, like the carbon that took years to become diamond in the end, A ring or a necklace could have been made, If only someone knew the value of the time it spent, Ofcourse it matters, Because that's how you'll save yourself, your past experiences will help you blend, and so instead of thinking of it as a burden, make it your blade, after all, you are now who you are because of the time you spent, the way you spent it also matters, in those decisions you made yourself, You've become someone who can beat the sh...

Tu Dilo jaan hai

Tere saath bitaya har pal Jannat hai, Tera kaha har labz jaise amrit ho, Mera dil beparwah, bepanah chahe tujhe Ek pal bhi tujhse dur gawara nahi, Har wakt teri yaadon mei mei khoya rehta hai, Sun ke teri awaz, Yaad karke teri muskurahat, Man hi man  khush ho jata hu, Jitna sochu utna aur doob jata hu tere pyaar mei, Jaha dekhu vaha teri jhalak dikhayi deti hai, Teri vo adayein, haye kya khoobsurati 👌👌👌 Awaz jisne mujhe pehle lamhse se hi mantra mughda kar diya tha, Tere sukh dukh, gussa pyar sab kuch baatna chahu, Itni bareeki se jo tum apne kaam karti ho, Tujhe dekhta rahi din bhar yahi dil karta hai, Khud ko jo sawarti ho, Mujhe jab samjhati ho, Itne pyar se jab bulati ho, Dil se mere raha nahi jata hai tumhare bina, Dhadakne lagta hai itna jaise Dil na hua aandhi toofan wala mausam hai Mere dil mei bas gayi ho tum, Tujhe Mehfooz rakhne ki khwahish hai, Ijaazat ho to, saari duniya bhi bhula denge, zaroorat padne par khud ko bhi kurbaan kar denge.

Closure

As I sit down on the roof tonight The heartache of having hurt someone I love Becomes my only companion apart from the moon But it doesn't take much for the wind to cheer me up She tries her best to ruffle my hair, tickle me with my clothes But my stupid heart, yearns for the one with whom I can't talk My brain locking down those feelings, Keeping my heart hostage Tells it, you've done more than enough to hurt her If you say so much as word again, she'll break down And then they'll be no one to miss There comes a tear to give me a kiss Wind still not giving up, she tries to wipe off that tear, Reminding me of what true love is And i get lost in the memories of she had loved me, I crumble under my own weight, wanting to reverse time tik-tok tik-tok clicks my watch, bringing me back to the reality, where there are rules, where i can't go visit her again where i can't hear her laughter or her cute yelling And she won't lift me up again ...

When your heart is breaking...

Image
When your heart is breaking, Don't push it in, Let it out, let it all out, No don't share it with the whole world, People aren't very supportive, They'll take it as if a new movie is in, Don't be an entertainment unit. In a world where Crying is overrated, It's no wonder why people don't value their emotions, In the rat race of being the most acceptable, Most attractive, most welcome, We've forgotten the value of ourselves, While trying to a be a pizza for everyone, We became bitter gourd for ourselves. I'm not saying everyone is bad, Just beware of the gossip queens, Those people who make stuff go viral, Who break your trust and make you feel even more beat down. So don't let it happen to you too, Talk to yourself, Tell yourself what makes you sad, You'll know what to do about it, Identify the source and take it down, And that method will work for you, Wondering why ? 'coz no one know...

Someone new

In the dreadful mess, Running in a loop, With your day repeating itself When you're on autopilot , Comes the error Suddenly there's change You've found someone new. Is it triumph or defeat ? Did you learn yourself correctly ? Is this a moment of grief or happiness ? An overview tells you Only as much as a cover Can reveal about a book, And you realise that for a while, You have to make an exception And be at least approachable. But there I go stuck in my own imaginary realm, Thinking, worrying, babbling to myself, What should I do ? Will I scare them away, Will I be able to present myself well ? Do I look decent ? A voice pulls me back to reality, Not dragging me, but gently guiding me with a pleasant accent, She asks are you okay ? As I try to respond, she giggles Making me admire her even more Says I've run into a dreamer. Sinking in a sea of profound interest, I say well, you've initiated another one.. Without thinking twice she sa...

What's Love ?

We all have come across love, Parents, teachers, friends and of course the spouse. And believe it or not, it is of great importance, be it your feelings, your health, or even your house, Coz everything understands love, even plants,  they too respond to love, and they too feel pain, Just like we love being pampered, they too love the rain ! So what exactly is Love ? is it good ? is it bad ? no one knows But one thing is for sure, It's a necessity (( or is it not ?? )) Let's have a look, A girl simple hearted and true, A nice guy attracted by the girl, proposes her, her thoughts constantly in his head as if stuck with superglue, seeing all this, she accepts, develops feelings for him, but soon, he finds someone better and he's bored of the first girl, He tries his best to make her hate him, Yells at her, insults her, even breaks her trust at times, but the girl, believed in the love that she had for him, She does everything she can, even she cries... Let...

It's All a paradox

Image
Isn't it funny ? The very people that are your strength are also your weakness How you're hurt and angry, we still get the feeling of happiness, Just war is peace, And Love is Rage, As well as sometimes our friends are our enemies, How studying is hard and painful,yet when we do it We feel a lot of satisfaction and a sense of achievement, How the Schools are to build our skills, And yet all they do is test our memory, Just like There's repulsion between like charges, But In the Nucleus, Positive charges are held together with immense strength, How suffering is painful, and yet it's the only thing that makes us wise, As being alone is bad, and yet it's the thing that makes us kind Like the sweet memories of person, makes us hold on to them, Even if they're no longer so helpful How excess of hope and lack of action leads you nowhere and yet action without planning or hope is fruitless, The way we only take from trees, and yet the tree is eve...

Stop pretending

Stop watching and acting like you care, Don't hide yourself behind that mask, Just so that you can stare, Sooner or later, someday You'll have to remove it, And you know you will be ashamed of wearing it. In all this time, one thing has been confirmed, that even if you spend time with me, share your thoughts, true feelings with me, Just one person is enough to turn you against me, Or maybe you got annoyed and left me without saying a word, So here's the thing, I know quite well who I am, The question is, Do you ?? And if you do, then stop pretending, stop acting like someone you're not, 'coz when the times get hard and that shell breaks down, entirely devastated, in a cage you'll be caught, You wanna see others happy, but will it be of any use, if it doesn't make you feel good ? I know my faults, I know I hurt you at times, made you feel bad and suffer, But I had my own limitations, reasons, So I had apologized, And you said "It...

My Friend you lifted me up.

This again was written In December 2015    The first day I talked to you, I remember I was feeling very sad & depressed, But you, you made my day, you... You made me laugh, made me feel loved, It was you, you are the reason I am Alive, As I was thinking, at that time, That I have only hurt people,  And one who cannot do anything good, Doesn't deserve to be Alive, But you, You made me Shine again. Over the next few days, The bond between us grew stronger, as we talked and talked, both happy and, finally found out that we had common interests, Not only that, we also had similar experiences, And Exactly the same thoughts. My heart since then has been with you. Yeah, the first day I talked to you, I knew you were different and you became One of the most important people in my life, You are Beautiful, when I first saw you, I just thought that "why would someone as beautiful, and someone as good as you, even look at me", Then I thought that appearances, can be deceptiv...

I hurt you, but still long for your presence......

This was written by me, way back in December 2015. Hi, girl I know that I have hurt you, I know that I don't deserve you, But my heart, it just doesn't let you go, Even when I know that you too have hurt me sometimes, My heart still, still it does not want you to go, I know that  I'm not worth it, But I still end up thinking about you, Every day & night, Relating to one topic or another, you come to my mind, And then I can't help it, I end up having imaginary conversations with you. And yes I know I have hurt you,  But I still care for you, undoubtedly, I still want to make you happy, But after all  that has happened, I think talking to you will only remind you, of the sadness, of the pain & suffering I caused. But hey, I never wanted to make you cry. After my first love, you are the only girl for whom, I cried, I hurt myself, thinking that I may be able to pay for my sins that way, But it was of no use, it made me fell even more WORTHLESS, And the truth to...