Poetry (expression of emotions)

Stop watching and acting like you care, Don't hide yourself behind that mask, Just so that you can stare, Sooner or later, someday You'll have to remove it, And you know you will be ashamed of wearing it. In all this time, one thing has been confirmed, that even if you spend time with me, share your thoughts, true feelings with me, Just one person is enough to turn you against me, Or maybe you got annoyed and left me without saying a word, So here's the thing, I know quite well who I am, The question is, Do you ?? And if you do, then stop pretending, stop acting like someone you're not, 'coz when the times get hard and that shell breaks down, entirely devastated, in a cage you'll be caught, You wanna see others happy, but will it be of any use, if it doesn't make you feel good ? I know my faults, I know I hurt you at times, made you feel bad and suffer, But I had my own limitations, reasons, So I had apologized, And you said "It...

This again was written In December 2015    The first day I talked to you, I remember I was feeling very sad & depressed, But you, you made my day, you... You made me laugh, made me feel loved, It was you, you are the reason I am Alive, As I was thinking, at that time, That I have only hurt people,  And one who cannot do anything good, Doesn't deserve to be Alive, But you, You made me Shine again. Over the next few days, The bond between us grew stronger, as we talked and talked, both happy and, finally found out that we had common interests, Not only that, we also had similar experiences, And Exactly the same thoughts. My heart since then has been with you. Yeah, the first day I talked to you, I knew you were different and you became One of the most important people in my life, You are Beautiful, when I first saw you, I just thought that "why would someone as beautiful, and someone as good as you, even look at me", Then I thought that appearances, can be deceptiv...

This was written by me, way back in December 2015. Hi, girl I know that I have hurt you, I know that I don't deserve you, But my heart, it just doesn't let you go, Even when I know that you too have hurt me sometimes, My heart still, still it does not want you to go, I know that  I'm not worth it, But I still end up thinking about you, Every day & night, Relating to one topic or another, you come to my mind, And then I can't help it, I end up having imaginary conversations with you. And yes I know I have hurt you,  But I still care for you, undoubtedly, I still want to make you happy, But after all  that has happened, I think talking to you will only remind you, of the sadness, of the pain & suffering I caused. But hey, I never wanted to make you cry. After my first love, you are the only girl for whom, I cried, I hurt myself, thinking that I may be able to pay for my sins that way, But it was of no use, it made me fell even more WORTHLESS, And the truth to...