Someone new

In the dreadful mess,
Running in a loop,
With your day repeating itself
When you're on autopilot,
Comes the error
Suddenly there's change
You've found someone new.
Is it triumph or defeat ?
Did you learn yourself correctly ?
Is this a moment of grief or happiness ?
An overview tells you
Only as much as a cover
Can reveal about a book,
And you realise that for a while,
You have to make an exception
And be at least approachable.
But there I go stuck in my own imaginary realm,
Thinking, worrying, babbling to myself,
What should I do ?
Will I scare them away,
Will I be able to present myself well ?
Do I look decent ?
A voice pulls me back to reality,
Not dragging me,
but gently guiding me with a pleasant accent,
She asks are you okay ?
As I try to respond, she giggles
Making me admire her even more
Says I've run into a dreamer.
Sinking in a sea of profound interest,
I say well, you've initiated another one..
Without thinking twice she says,
With a burst of excitement,
With a high similar to that of a sugar rush,
Let me in !!!!